Monday, September 1, 2008
PERHAPS
perhaps..
i shall let go..
let go of this false hope i've been clinging on to..
perhaps..
i shouldnt even have felt that way in the first place..
so much so it hurts..
perhaps..
i should just give up on my effort..
the effort to love someone..
loving someone..
requires a heart..
that "heart" i've been searching for..
never came back to me!
perhaps..
my very heart has been robbed..
robbed and played with..
played and then disposed of indiscriminately..
perhaps..
i shall give up searching for my heart..
and let it just bleed to death..
perhaps..
i should just cease to exist...
and not give a fucking damn about this world..]
perhaps...
Monday, September 01, 2008
