Tuesday, October 21, 2008
hmmmmms is it me or is everyone around me starting to get pretty emotional? be it family, friendship or relationship problems.. im seeing too much of it nowadays.. and its seriously getting into me! its eating into my memories which i've been trying to bury deep inside somewhere! they are fucking resurfacing! and i dont want them to!
so whats the talk about dying? i dont know, there are times too many where i felt as if its better off dead.. but think! is it worth throwing your life away just for something which is hurting you only temporarily? what doesnt kill you makes you stronger i guess..
heyheyhey! for a pessimist, im pretty optimistic~ x)
so you guys better stop doing what you are doing.. cos its really gonna affect me, you know it dont you? plus that dreaded day is coming.. i really dont want it to come! fast forward can i? hmmms.. fuck it! ^^v
ps: you, you know who you are.. please stop telling me stories which i dont want to hear.. please do NOT assume everyone/thing will turn out the way that happens to you.. life is cruel! face it! and stop telling me to just look at things in a different light when certain things only come in DARKNESS! you get me?!
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
