is my death day approaching me? somehow i get the feeling it is.. my left leg has been numb for like 4 days already.. it feels weird waking up in the middle of the night, just to feel whether my leg's still there or not.. severe migraines have been haunting me since last evening.. do not ask me to take panadol pills.. i do NOT eat panadol.. i had difficulty breathing at a moment of time.. i thought i was going to die! woots! xD
erms yarhs some random thoughts...
1) bruised and battered by your words, dazed and shattered now it hurts; havent i always loved you?
2) and i'm still waiting for, you to be the one im waiting for..
3) you said move on, where do i go?
4) the worst way to miss somebody is to be sitting beside them, knowing you cant have them..
5) if i don't need you, then why am i crying on my bed?
6) if i don't need you, then why does your name resound in my head?
7) if you're not for me, then why does this distance main my life?
8) and its sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust..
9) if i could wish one thing, i'd hear you call my name..
10) turn around, don't leave me waiting in the lost & found..
11) somebody tell me why im on my own, if there's a soulmate for everyone..
12) i'll give up all that i had just to breathe the same air as you till the day that i die..
13) this heart of stone will sing till it dies..
14) cos when a heart breaks, no it don't break even..
yarhs.. zzz i shall go cry myself to sleep... =.=
Wednesday, May 06, 2009
a 'lil something about me
Ooi Chang Wei Jonathan
25th October 1989
19 ITE College East (Simei)
Diploma in Info-Communications (TP)
tiramisu is LOVED!
BigBang is <3~
fuck me and you get it back twice as hard! :D
i meant what i said ;)
wanna try me? :)
いっぺん、死んでみる?!
