this pain is for real.. and i suppose its gonna be around me for some time.. im trying to make it go away but to no avail.. im gasping for air.. and im exhausted.. really exhausted..
sleepless nights.. nights of tearing.. its been so long, i shouldnt have let you in the first place..
and fuck it, i pulled my left arm tendon again.. was tired till my arm gave way.. i cant even lift my bag now.. migraines are hurting my head so badly.. i cant even have a proper nights rest to get the pain out of my head.. everyone's giving me nonsense.. haish..
im at my limit.. my false front cant hold out anymore.. and i mean it..
cuts hurts, but at least they take my mind off things for awhile.. ((:
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
a 'lil something about me
Ooi Chang Wei Jonathan
25th October 1989
19 ITE College East (Simei)
Diploma in Info-Communications (TP)
tiramisu is LOVED!
BigBang is <3~
fuck me and you get it back twice as hard! :D
i meant what i said ;)
wanna try me? :)
いっぺん、死んでみる?!
